Tony

I always knew
That when I took that chance
My heart would wilt and fade
I'd never again be able to dance
My joy would run
To where joy never lives
My soul would wither
Because of what you couldn't give
A change would come
Stealing away my world
Because thats what you were
You were my joy
Always by my side
My everything, my love
You were my all
You left me alone
Though it wasn't by your choice
And knowing its what you'd want
I tried to turn and rejoice
Years have passed and though I tried to be glad
I've found that I can't live without you by my side
I need you here
To help me carry on
If I can't have you with me
I don't know how to try
I want to be happy
To think of what you'd want
But knowing you're gone
Has more than wounded my heart
It has been shattered tortured and burned
And now there is nothing
Even if I change and turn
Because how can I love
When my reason to be is gone
All I can do is to try
And maybe I'll carry on



Dedicated to my one true love, the one who still holds the key to my heart.
11-27-08
I miss you Tony and I will always love you.
Tony Martinez November 14, 1987 - February 14, 2007